Wednesday, February 4, 2009

The Continuation of the Saga

My Fellow Inmates,

A Quick note tonight to let you know what I am up to. I came home tonight realizing that I needed to focus on the continuation of "Carpe Noctem" that I had promised everyone for so long (If you haven't read part 1 it is posted in the Rubberasylum group, and also in the forums under the stories subheading).

For those of you familiar with this story you know it is charged with emotion. The truth behind the first part is that it was written while I was in a place where play was not an option for me, and my subconscious needed to let out my needs and emotions, and the page was the easiest place.

Part 2, which has been in process now for over a year is equally charged. This story is unlike many others as it follows a pathway. Part 1 was about the initial capture of the boy, In part two we deal with the mental side of a boy that now finds himself gagged and immobilized in a padded cell. Emotions run high, and the top is more than happy to fuck with any buttons he can get his hands on...

This story was always meant to be a saga. A slow progression where we follow the boy through the pathways he has to travel to reach his full potential and realize his dreams. I thank everyone who has been patient with me through my own pathways I have had to take in the last year plus. Basically finding my way back from a very dark situation of my own.

I do also want to mention my roommate, WetsuitJay, In a lot of ways he has allowed me to reopen my mind and re-find myself. Even after I kicked my Vanilla ex last February I had another setback in July when a boy I played with, and really connected with, Gummidawg, passed on. In a lot of ways I stopped playing and fell back in to myself again. WetsuitJay has offered me an atmosphere where I can once again explore myself and be myself. This is one of the main reasons I am writing again.

I will warn everyone now who has been waiting for part 2... It is dark, it is futile... certain realizations need to be reached with the boy, and certain walls need to be broke down before he can be built in the correct way. Right now it is 99% finished. I recently asked someone to read what I had, and was told the conclusion felt rushed.

I wish to make sure that the tale of the boy's progression is told properly as I realize that this is a popular story. So please remain patient, I wish to do this right.

One other thing I promise... is that you will not have to wait another year plus for part 3... I am back writing again, and as much as some of you wish to see this story continue, realize I do as well.

As soon as I am happy with part 2 it will be posted as a guyzingear exclusive.

With that visiting time is over and the guards grow antsy...

Take care, and what ever you do don't scream too loud, others are trying to sleep