Tuesday, November 9, 2010

A Rubberasylum History: The Ropedweb Fetish Shoots Overview

My Fellow Inmates,

I must Say... I am honored to be able to share with you a piece of our communities history that has all but disappeared.

10 years ago I was honored to be asked to be a part of the Ropedweb experience... I made 3 movies with them and 5 photo shoots.

When I started with them I was 23 years old, and had just found Metabolife, which at that time contained Efedra, which we have since found our that the body converts to speed... so I was quite skinny,,,




This is compared to to the current day 10 years later where I am a bit closer to my natural size without the drugs,,,


But there is no harm looking back on what we did, on a piece of history of our community... from rubber bondage in the woods...



To football players going overboard....



To Kidnapped boys....



To Aliens Kidnapping Pilots....


To the most infamous and potentially despicable shoot we did... Nazis....


Over the next 5 weeks, I shall repost the original Ropedweb Photo shoots in their entirety,,, No remorse, no apologies, just as we did them 10 years ago...

The owner of Ropedweb, Ty Dehner, is a subscriber to this blog, I wish to do this right to honor the vision he had back then, and I am sure the ideals he still holds today...

With That, Visiting Time Is Over.

What Ever You Do Don't Scream Too Loud As Others Are Trying To Sleep.

~Rubberasylum

Friday, November 5, 2010

Video: The Boy in The Grey... Wait is that Squirm?

My Fellow Inmates,

During our August Party, Squirm & Stomper, The owners of Rubberzone.com, came up to pay us a visit.

Squirm stuck around after the party a bit to visit, and kind of got caught in front of the Camera for once :)

Since I have always made it a policy never to show my bottoms faces, weather they care or not, and we were only playing with a hood for about half of the scene...

I have cropped the vid so the action is the star rather than the face of the captive...

Enjoy :)






With That, Visiting Time Is Over. What Ever You Do Don't Scream Too Loud As Others Are Trying To Sleep.

~Rubberasylum

Tuesday, November 2, 2010

I'd Rather be told to fuck off than never known how they felt

My Fellow Inmates,

Today a boy left me a message on Yahoo messenger asking me if I was free on Friday evening... This in its own right spawns today's topic...

Right this moment, there are boys out there that I have talked to over the years, perhaps even played with, who sit in wait, expecting that eventually I will send them a message telling them I have finally come to my senses and want them back... My god, I cant live without them, hurry now before I blow my load upon the keyboard as I type....

Yeah...

So this boy sends me a message and asks of me if I am free to pay attention to him this weekend, and what does he get in response? An invite to join WetsuitJay, Rottie and I to our home on the island, where we are meeting new pups that just relocated to this area..

So what is my point then...

Look, I have many people that want my attention, Many people that have come and played and want to come back... Many people who have met us and want to come play... and many people who have never met me but fight hard on the internet to garner my attention in the hopes that they will get an invite up..

Is this ego? No... Look, here is the point, with me, with any other Top, or with anything that you want in life...

If you sit on the sidelines hoping that karma will drop your expectations in your lap... you will get to know the sidelines well...

Those boys that chance rejection, and yes does it suck.... but those boys that chance rejection, on the off chance that they get a positive response... These are the ones that cause people to notice, be it play or real life...

Show me that you are willing to put your soul on the line...

Show me that you are willing to chance that I am busy..

What makes this boy special is that once his gear goes on he sinks deep in to submissive territory, and I have watched him be a toy at a party that all fucked with. I have watched him get off on this as he was in the right head space..

And I know that if I would have told him "I am sorry, pup, I am busy." That he would have been disappointed, but he would have asked again in a week or two.

We play deep emotional games. I respect those most that are willing to show themselves fully open to me before we are ever willing to enter the playroom...

So you may get a no....

So you may hear that I am not interested...

So you may not be my type...

But what if you never asked, because you assumed you were not, and ended up wondering for ever if you handed up a chance to come visit by never asking...

In playrooms as it is in life...

You want to be a writer? Finish the damn Novel...

You want to be a runner? Lose the damn weight...

For my first play scene ever I contacted a top I really wanted to play with, and was told I was too fat for his tastes... I worked the nest year and lost 50 pounds, and contacted the same top back again... To this day that first scene is still one of my most memorable...

yes it is easy to say "fuck you if you dont want me as I am."

But many people forget that there actually is competition out there, and for every person who is unwilling to fight for what they want there are 10 who will, I did... How serious are you?

Life isn't easy, and its too short to question how you will feel if you fail... it happens, its life... this is why they make Prozac.

Man up, live it... and if you want it, take it... If you can't handle it, step aside...

With That, Visiting Time Is Over. What Ever You Do Don't Scream Too Loud As Others Are Trying To Sleep.

~Rubberasylum
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